Cuts- NaLu part 2

Cuts- Nalu Part 2 (Please comment for the love of gawd) (Rated L-- for LEMONS)


I awoke in a hosiptal bed confused, then looking at my wrists I realized I did cut them. I replayed my dream, something wasn't right. It had most of my memories in them but it had changed.  'Oh!' I thought. It wasn't Ezra who was dating natsu, it was...Lisanna, and, and I wasn't dating Laxus, in fact I'm not dating anyone let alone kiss someone. A tap on the door intreuppted my thoughts, I turned my head to Levi and Gajeel, both concerned (yes Gajeel was concerned I'm not imagining no matter what drug they pupped in my vains or much Weed the forced me to smoke. Gajeel had his arms crossed and closed the door as it magical locked from the inside, he went over and peeked through the window like in those movie and continued watching. Tears streamed through the tiny blue haired maiden chocolate eyes. She barely untterd the word "Lu" before colapsing on my lap, sobbing.
"Lu-chan I was so worried y-you were in a pool of blood, SMILING!" She shouted. I stroked her waving blue hair and she soaked more of the thin hospital blanket. I looked at Gajeel
"You do some pretty crazy things, bunny-chan," He stared out the window like someone wanted to kill him,levi or possibly even me. " Me and levi were on a date when we saw lisanna practical laughing like a mad man. So we went and investigated where she had came from," He blankly stated continuing to stare or maybe observe " The strong scent of mercury had caused me into a bit of a panick, since blood is good source of it. Anyway when we arrived you were smiling with your eyes closed and then," he gulped" We saw all the blood." I looked down at levi who was staring up at me with tear brimmed eyes. She nodded silently in agreement. My shifted to sadness
"D-did you say anything to the guild members?" she nodded
"But lisanna's cute innocent image is still in everyones mind so when I said "Lucy's in the hospital" everyone was serious the she laughed and said "Good one levi, I thought I saw lucy with you seeing her off on a mission" and just lied to everyone. But since nobody completly trust Gajeel he could vouge for me." Tears start sliding down her face. I smiled. Nobody hated me thats the good part of it at least. Gajeels eyes widened,
"She is here levi call down!" Levi scurried over to the phone and dialed. When the woman at the front desk answered levi got to work
"Yes um their will be a pale haired girl with aqua eye asking to see Lucy Heartphilia, her name is Lisanna," she paused
         "Is she being requested to see Ms. Heartphilia?" the woman at the desk replied
"No! she is very dangerous to your paitent DO NOT let her near lucy! please lie if you must!"
"Understood Miss, this is also a request of the paitent?" Levi held the phone out for me to clairify, I freaked out. Did she come here to kill me?
"DON'T LET HER NEAR ME! NO MATTER HOW CUTE SHE LOOKS!" I screamed as I shed tears.
"Yes, Miss, Heartphilia we will not cause harm to our paitents in our current care. Oh there she is I will send her off, would you like to see" The woman at the desk chuckled, we all agreed. An image appeared, the woman at the desk, had caramel coloured hair tied in a neat bun while wearing a deep blue uniform. She winked at up with grey eyes. Lisanna appoarched the desk causally, placing her hands on the desk she cast a small frown on her face
"Is their a Lucy Heartphilia in your care, and if so what room?" she inquirred. The lady tapped on the keys light enought for it not to type anything but to sound like it was. Scanning the X's and O's screen like it she was scanning for a name. Looking up she cast her own small frown
"I'm sorry there are no Lucy heartphilia's in our care, in fact not even a lucy," she exclaimed "Is their someone your looking for?" Lisanna cast a fake smile of releif (or was real) and sighed
"No I was just worried, My friend hasn'y come back from her mission yet and I was worried alot" she chuckled
"So she is your friend huh?" putting her elbows on the counter and resting her chin on her hands
" Friends? HA, I would say were friend more like aquantinces, or rivals." she showed that ugly side again. She stalked off with her back turned so the front secretary stuck out her tongue. She turned towards us and smiled the A okay, She informed me I could leave and that my thing were already on their way. Gajeel stood in hall way while I redressed, feeling more relaxed I walked out twirling my keys. I pulled my thing black jacket over my green tanktop. As we strode over to Fairy tail. Everyone was ranbukshis as ever like nothing ever happened. We walked in heads turned our way and then smiles as everyone called "Lucy's back!" even Natsu stood up, smiling his dragon fanged grin. His spiky salmon coloured hair remained in place.
"Tch," I closed my eyes wanting to strangle everyone in this room. I opened them, everyone stared at me surprised at my attitude. Lisanna glared at me " You all act like this after not one of you investigates my disappearence? Tch, well except for these two who knew where I was and visited." I geastured to levi Gajeel. People exchanged whispers, even can set down her gaint barrel of liquor to look at me.
"Lisanna said that she saw Levi see you off for a mission!" Grey bravely defended Lisanna's false innocence. I shot cold daggers at him that made the ice mage shiver. "Do I look the type to go on a mission, ALONE?!"My eyes darkened looking at everyone my stiches started itching I pulled up the sleeves of my jacket. My bandages took people as alarming. Subconsisly, while I glared back at lisanna, I undid the bandages and started scartching near the newly sticed cut on my arm resided. I caught myself just as I was heading near the stitches. I held my arm out in front of my forehead for everyone
"I was in the hospital because I tried to commit suicide," I paused and took a breath. I looked at Natsu with self-consisess gaze "I would have succeed it they hadn't found me proved to me. They are the only two people here. Who I can trust," I tried to put the words delicatly but instead they were harsh and earned me a couple pairs of wide eyes and disagreements " Oh really? DID ANYONE OF YOU BOTHER TO LOOK FOR ME FOR TWO WEEKS?!" I shouted. Tears sprouted "THATS WHY I'M LEAVING THIS FUCKING GUILD!" I screamed angriely. Natsu thumped over, my heart tried to do a back flip but failed...big time. He was pissed about me saying that. But it was true, even though the master said he was leaving for a month two weeks ago I decided at that fatal moment. No more fair tail.
"Never just blurt that out because your angry, I'm sorry that Lisanna thought you were on a mission and we all thought so too. But it was mistake everyone makes them, we do misunderstood things so what?" he growled
"You broke into my house again didn't you?" I ask staring him down, his face blushed red and he looked away. I sighed
"You were gone for too long and I was worried"
"You went through my panties again didn't you?" Again daggers. His face reseambled a beat. Dammit please tell me he didn't see THOSE. I turned on my heel waving off everyone as Levi rushed over with a new bandage. Their were murmeres of "How did we not notice for this long", "Did Lisanna really think that she went off on a mission by herself?!" and "Natsu went through Lucy-chan panties? I wonder what he saw, and what he liked!" that one was followed by a whack on the head by natsu himself. I retied the bandage and noticed a balle studio, I tip toed in. 'Empty I wonder why?' Looking at sign the building was to be demolished in a few weeks due to lack of funding. Balle shoes still hung on the wall, I stripped of my jacket and searched for a pair that fit. After finding one, I turned the stereo on to a song and began dancing, it was the song of the Black and white swans.
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I perfected my posture and bent my legs then rose again, I followed the steps to the dance. I was the white swan but after a while my mind wandered. 'I wish lisanna had died back then, it wouldn't cause me so much grief now.' My steps turned to the black swans 'I mean I thought she was friend but now she isn't. And everyone in theguild forgot my birthday.' My movements became faster as the song increased its pace. Little did I know a salmon hair man was watching me.
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I looked at lisanna angrly
"you knew about her I you didn't say anything?" I roared. She smirked
"Well you and her were way to cozily and I was being left out," she quoted "Honestly quit leading her on its either her or me!And with a girl like that she will just turn you down " she stated. She gave me a look of, 'choose now'. I stared in disbeilef and looked around seeing everyones face exectly like mine, except Ezra's. I gave her a look of pleding. She shook her head.
"I choose,"I paused Lucy had done some crazy things and she loved everyone in the guild. She had gotten close to me and had me admit thing I never said to anyone else, it was clear who my option was " Lucy, she never does anything to hurt anyone." I ran crazily out of the guild following lucy but she stopped looking at an abandoned studio. She... ENTERED?! I raced over to peek through the window. She wore a pair of those weird shoes and played music. I recognized it, it was the dance of the black and white swans. Lucy was dancing the part of the white swan. She moved her arms like wings of a dancing swan and her body flowed gracfully with the music. She was abosuly playing the part of the white swan. Her face was calm and relaxed and even happy,for the first bit. Then her movements changed, her delicate arm movents to represent the white swan had turn visicous and the position she danced was the blacks. Her expression had changed too, from happy she seemed mixed in negitive. Her eyes closed but her brows looked alarmed, her jaw clenching at points, cheeks twinged with pink. But it all didn't matter when a tear was shed from her long lashes. Natsu peeked through the door to hear her mumbling as more tears streamed her face, but she never stopped dancing. She twirled and bent forward and back up, whisking her arms behind her.
"Was I reall just a replacment for Lisanna like she said? But now that she is back maybe I should leave,"the music started skipping and she stopped mid twirl. Her eyes opened with sadness and they dropped to the floor "Natsu why can't you see I love you too"she moped. At this point had managed to sneak out of the studio and sneak a few paces to look inconsicusous. When she came out I ran towards her bolting like she would run for it if she saw me
"LUCY! You aren't serious about leaving are you?" I asked still blushing from what she said earlier 'Natsu why can't you see I love you too' that one sentence had played over and over again. She nodded her head
"Natsu, I was just a replacment for Lisanna okay? She was the one everyone wanted, not me. I just happened to be their, it could have been everyone." she looked down and tried to wave me off but I grabbed her wrist. She collapsed to the ground in pain tugging her arm away, begging me for her to let go. With her wrist still in my hand I knelt down and picked her up, I strode over to her house like a knight I thought in my head
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Lucy P.O.V

Natsu clenched my wrist tightly, I winced at the enormous pain, I begged him to let my wrist go but he wouldn't listen, in fact he was ignoring me. We arrived at my house and, he kicked my door in...again. For some reason he went to the trouble of going all the way to my bed and plopped me down their, now I was freaked out.
"Natsu what do you want?" I asked rubbing my sore wrist. I really wanted those pain killers again.
"I want you to stay in fair tail, MY FAMILY IS NOT BREAKING APART GOT IT?!" he yelled. He reached for my wrists but pulled away and stood up.
"Natsu NO! I'm in control of my life and I don't care what you what all I want is to be alone, or marry some guy with cash that my father wants. But most of all I want you to HAPPY WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND WHO MAKES MY LIFE A LIVING HELL B-because I keep getting to close to you!" I screamed back at him. His eye brows twitched a little giving me a warning that he was going to explode. 'I think I said way too much again, fuck'
"You controdicted your self you know that! AND SHE ISN'T MY GIRLFRIEND ANYMORE" he shouted back at me. I blushed but I was still angry, 'No way Im gonna let this guy tell me what to do' I looked at him up and down sizing him up, spotted his bare chest again. I blushed even more. I remebered on good fact that would shut him up, but it also hit way too close to home. We shouted at each other for about five minutes before I regretted what I slipped out
"Natsu you incredible ass, why can't you just stay the hell away from me? That way I wouldn't get hurt." I felt tears pour down my face like a leaking faucet. Im such a faucete face.
"I can't," He looked away  to the wall. "I just can't"
"Why the hell not?" I sobbed losing all venom in the sentence
'Be-because I love you too" he stuttered looking back at me
"WHA-" He smacked his lips against mine. He wrapped his arms around the small of my back, pulling me in. He opened his eyes and broke his lips away, he gave me a sweet smile.I wanted to pinch myself to see if I was dreaming again. Natsu and I tumbled onto my bed, as he began kissing my neck. He nipped my ear sending a jolt of adrenaline down me. I knew this wasn't a dream not coming true, it was coming true! My face was flushed as natsu moved his hands lower and lower. He looked up with a devaint little grin
"I which panties your wear," he grinned even more I was about say something then I  realized, he has been through my underwear alot "You're wear the black floral laced skimp thong with two red ribbon on the sides and one in the middle, I must say that you have some pretty provocitive panties luce" he looked at me with a sexy grin. I looked back and smiled "Aye" I giggled as he continued nibble on my neck. Jolts of energy passed through me. he stopped and nosed my belly button whuch was pieced
"When'd you get this?" he asked I was a little embaressed and hurt some inside. I sat up he did so along with me, ready to listen
"My father sent me some money on my b-birthday this year and I um got my belly button pierced cause I liked it." I looked away. He noticed I stuttered and leaned kissed my cheek lazily. his breath smelling like spiced apples (Wondered why that smell was farmilier) he gazed in my eyes. I had never seen this side of natsu
"When was your birthday?" he asked seductivly. I melted alittle Natsu was asking me about my birthday
"U-uh i-it was t-t-two weeks agoooo ah~" Natsu slid his hand down my stomache towards my legs. I blushed and then he stopped eyes wide
"But you left two weeks ago or uh wait that was your birthday?!" He blurted out. I nodded sadly "Man now I feel like a jerk, forgeting his girlfriends birthday, not knowing she was in the hospital" he mumbled
"G-girlfriend" I said weakly as he slid his fingers under my panties. He grinned

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Natsu's P.O.V

I grinned I knew exactly how to make lucy swoon, she pretty cute as she did.
"So I missed your birthday what day was it?" she looked away, alittle ashamed. I slid over top of her, hovering over her. She smelled of sweetness (Wow thats mushy)
"Mm you smell like.." I paused sniffing her "Vanilla on your body, spiced apple in your hair and... Strawberrys on your lips" I leaned in a kissed her lips more, tatsing the strawberry
"M-my birthday was the day I-" her bangs drifted over her eyes and she sniffled. I put my hands over her ear stroking it. The day of her birthday she tried to commit suicide, I sighed strange lucy. I kissed her more and more
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Lucy's P.O.V (is it annoying yet)

Natsu threw off his vest while (for some reason Im going along with this) pulled off my green tanktop. I tugged on his pants as he glared at my skirt like it was an enemy of fairy tail. I slithered it off in the most seductive way, like a pole dancer. (I'M NOT GOING INTO DETAIL SO SHUT UP) He stripped of his pants leaving only his boxers to hide his happy meal. We threw the covers over us and what happens is our secret!
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(No its not a P.O.V I have a feeling you guyz are getting a tad annoyed at it)

I woke half expecting for me to be in a hospital bed again but I wasn't, infact the first thing I noticed I was nude. It took a minute for me to remeber the crazy night. I sat up but was pulled down by a very strong but sleepy arm. Natsu mummbled something unintellegible but close to 'Lucy don't leave yet'. I smiled and snuggled closer to him, I barely needed a blanket because he was so hot (no pun intended). I closed my eyes rested for a few minutes then falling asleep
"Luce, wake up sleepy head," My eyes flutter open to see a pair of golden eyes staring back at me "Whoa uh- um you're on my uh arm"  I nuzzled closer to it. He didn't object to it in fact I think didn't mind
"Five more minutes" I mummbled sleeply. He grabbed my wrist to examine it and was startled
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Natsu's P.O.V (sorry its for the story)

I examine her wrist gently, my eyes widened. The cuts were extremely long and deep. The stitches had to be sewn tightly and as closely as posible. 'Why did she do this? What caused her too' I asked my self
"I had mild depression problems," her small voice startled me "I have to take anti depressents and pain killers every day til I feel better physical and mentaly. But I feel mentally better right now." she smiled sweetly. I let go of her wrists I wanted to ask why, but I didn't want to open the already stitched wounds. My hand brushed Lucys bangs out of her face, she felt better with him, then it hit him. He was the reason she did it, it must unbeleivable pain even he could feel. Unless someone took her away from him. I leaned back again as she crawled back on my chest.
"Was I the reason that you did what you did to your beautiful skin?" I let it slip out, she didn't seem to mind it in fact she chuckled
"I'm sorry but I'll have to say yes, I guess I was really depressed seeing you with Lisanna and not me. God I'm so fucking selfish." she chuckled
"Hey none of that and personally, she asked me. I never really wanted to but I thought you had Loki it never registered that I was good enough." I sighed wondering if she did prefer him to me. Looking over at her I saw a piercing gaze that ment she was angry
"Natsu, enough I swear you need my pills more then I do," she wrinkled her nose "Besides I highly doubt Loki could do what you did last night and get the same reaction" she blushed. I blinked and thought back to when me and lucy had sex (there goes lucy plan). He remembered her nails digging in his back at some point while moaning. Her face had been red and begged for more attention then her body, which was followed by a kiss. and then..
"Oh, you when you came like 5 times!" I blurted out as she hushed me
"Not a word to anyone in the guild especially Lisanna" she huffed and pouted. We laughed and kissed some more we never really went to the guild that day, we just lounged around at Lucy's. Lucy said that she was gonna buy and move into the old dance studio and move out of this one, and she would stay in fairy tail. I got to see her dance more and be happier so did Lisanna. I moved in with lucy as well and felt as happy as I was with Igneel.

Cuts~ part 2 End
That is my first 2 parting Fairy tail Fan fic please comment and maybe with next one I won't drive you crazy with all the point  of view switching hehehe thank you for reading